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Assalamualaikum :)

     It has been a very long time i dont update since my last post rite ? well... today, i got my free time to manja-manja-ing myself as its weeekend ..so im going to post something today ! :D

11 August 2015 . Ramai yang ternanti nanti dan ramai jugak rasa seram sejuk takut berdebar bila tarikh ni makin mendekat . And yes.. aku pun tak kurang takut nya. Rasa insecure dan tak yakin pada diri tu masih menebal dalam diri aku . Siapa je tak takut bila keputusan yang bakal mengubah hidup diorang sama ada ke arah kebaikan atau ke arah yang tidak baik akan keluar ?

Tapi.. segala-galanya kini sudah terjawab. Sudah sebulan 2 hari dah berlalu dan ramai yang dah bawak haluan masing.

      Its quiet shocking when my first attempt trying to check out my result via online , the web i opened to check my result stated that " Harap Maaf, maklumat permohonan anda tiada dalam sistem kami " . Yep. It sounds something like that . Me ? of course I'm startled . My hands shaking and trembling like leaves blown by the wind . I'm about to cry..er, actually i cried ! Cry till my my eyes get bloated . Hahaha

What scares me at that time is, of course my future and.. my mom's hope . I afraid..afraid to dissapoint her again (masa spm takdapat masuk uni, masuk matrik).

      Come to think about it all over again, my action is pretty funny and stupid at the same time ! Yela.. I'm laughing for my stupidity for not believing myself, my potential to get a place in IPTA . Even my practicum mate and roomates do not believe i dont get any place in IPTA, so they checked once again and.. i did get a place . It was act, the web was down at that time due to many ppl were on the line.

      Alhamdulillah I got University Sains Islam Malaysia (USIM) to pursuing my degree. And I'm majoring Bachelor of Syariah And Laws. This was my sixth or seventh option in my UPU list actually, but i dont mind . Alhamdulillah again as i still got the place here compare to people who were not really lucky they didnt get here when they really wanted to . My first choice ? it was UKM also in Laws . To be honest, i not really into syariah but i love Laws, thats why i chosed UKM, because there, they offer Civil Laws. hahaha. Sebab ape tak really into Syariah ? sebab.. takpandai bahasa Arab . Heheh . *Sounds stupid*

     Since Im not really good in Arabic, i guess i need to struggle to compete with Tahmidians ( budak asasi usim) who have more vocabs in Arabic . I need to perform well and im striving for it .

Err... so guys, sape sape yang baca entry ni, do pray for me eh. pray for my health and my study so that i could still stand bravely and confident in alam univesity :)


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